I just got finished watching my kids sleep. I love doing that sometimes, because they are so peaceful. As I watch them, I am amazed at how God gave his only Son to die for my sins. I cannot imagine sacrificing either one of my precious gifts from God. I am so thankful that He loved us so much that He gave the ultimate gift. I also feel incredibly blessed that He trusted Matt and I to raise Jacob and Hannah. I pray that we will do our best and that with God's guidance, we will help our children to know His love. My heart overflows with joy at the gift of children. I remember being pregnant with Hannah wondering how I was going to love her as much as I loved Jacob, but it instantly happened. I would lay my life down for both of them. They are my heart!
Jacob is really beginning to use his imagination and I love it when he comes up and says, "Mommy, I have idea." He has in his mind what he wants to do. Normally it involves playing with a certain toy, or having a treat (like pudding or yogurt). My favorite thing he says right now is "how bout this." A few days ago he said, "I know mommy, how bout ice cream!"
He is so sweet with his sister. When she wakes up, he now says, "Hi Hannah! Good mornin." He gives her plenty of hugs and kisses." He showed us how big his muscles were last week by carrying her into his room from our den. Matt was in Jacob's room and I was in the back of the house. Thankfully he got her in their safely and said, "Look Daddy I have muscles, I carry Hannah!"
Sweet Hannah has been sick this week, which I hate, but she is so cuddly which is nice sometimes. She likes to snuggle with mommy. She has let me just rock her with her head on my shoulder and I would not trade that for anything. Even when there are a million things I could be doing, I would not want to miss out on a moment with her wanting to snuggle.